and don't forget heart-warming, butterfly starting and not to mention exciting!Yup i finally got my first, second and third I love you's. I don't know whether they were meant to be friendly or what but still I got them and I'm down right happy about it. I can hardly contain sitting here and writing this.

Lols I couldn't resist posting something on my (wonderful?) blog. And anyway I have good news that can't wait till finals are over and anyways I have 4 days off from school for Deepavali. Lily's having a raya party at her house tomorrow and I've settled everything with my parents and grandmama all except the most important detail. The permission to go. What? My dad said we'll talk about it when he gets home from packing up his stuff at my other house. Lols I sound like my parents have split up and that they take turns taking care of me. Actually they just celebrated their 1 000 000 anniversary. Lols just kidding I think it was their 15th anniversary since I was born one year after they were married. Yay me to still having a whole family. Only thing missing is my grandpa. I still miss him sometimes. And yes I still cry. Can't help it when I feel bad or sad.

Enough sadness, I promised him when I visited his memorial thingy that I would live my life happy, just the way he always told me too. Here's something funny I thought of in the car on the way home when a flash of lighting (and don't forget the thunder, it gets jealous easily) made me jump up into the car roof. Ouch, and the bump that goes along with it isn't pretty.